I'm gonna be happy for a while, yea, I really want that. And so I shall be, let me be. Thank you for letting me be. The weekend came and left like a dream that picked me up and put me back on my feet then dusted me off. Ha! Hows that for an image. Nah...! Enough of that. It was really good. So much fun and all my stress just went out the window... uh it probably should have still been there though. It makes no sense! The whole weekend I did practically NO HOMEWORK until Sunday and yet I am doing better this week then I have in a looooooooooonnnnnnnggggg time. I have gotten more sleep then ever! What's going on? It just goes to show ya that being depressed impacts your worth ethic and your drive. Ya can't get motivated! And I was really sad and I was just digging my hole deeper. Just missed my friends, family, my horse. Everything. Then the low blow i got from my teacher that last week just made me wanta crawl in a hole and never come out. But then a lil bit of home came to me, Ish, Julie and Reese came to visit. And I was so happy, I didn't care how behind I got, but the weird thing is I'm less behind then I was before! Anyways this is how the weekend played out...

Friday I cleaned up my place, did grocery shopping then that night I received a call from a lost Ish. Yep, she got lost once she made it into downtown C town (Columbus). Wasn't really her fault though, her directions sucked, but I got her here and it was a good laugh. I welcomed my guest inside, heh... guest.... anyway after an argument, and nobody caring and Julie admitting she has a problem. (psssst .....alcohol) Don't tell her parents! Or they will never let her in weather again! Just kidding cahn! We ordered pizza and Jess came over to join us! A certain someone would not go with me to greet the pizza guy though and help us get a discount by doing certain.... things. Her lost, well everyones lost really, cause I was surprised to see he was young and quite attractive. We ate are pizza and watched Dane Cook. I got to draw everyone again and we had ice cream I bought. But I did something stupid, I put the whip cream in the freezer.... yea dunno y I did that. So needless to say we had no whipped cream. Then I went to bed, Reese and Cahn stayed up al night. Next morning I made everyone French toast, than after an argument over who was gonna put change in the parking meter... we headed to the Polaris mall. Ish was looking for a dress, and well we were at it, we all decided to try some dresses on. I wanta redo on my prom experience quite frankly! Anyways well there we agreed when the last person turns 21 in the group we all need to dress up real fancy and go out (the girls anyway). Unfortunately That is A.J. and I dunno if she will be home, and also when she turns 21 I'll be turning 22. Aw well.

We went in the norm stores Hot Topic, FYE bla bla bla.. Then headed over to Best Buy, because it told me I was gonna go inside and buy stuff, and I agreed with it.... the store that is. And it was right, I'm badddd. I bought the rest of Avatar on DVD, season's 1 AND 2! Ish bought The AUDITION CD! Then we headed to Wal Mart. Yep, ya know why? To buy hair dye, of the red nature. YES! We agreed to dye each others hair that night. After that we went out to eat at Steak N Shake, which was cool cause Jess got a paper hat and cardboard car thing. The best part though was Ish had some jesus guy admiring her the whole time, from the moment he walked in and saw her. HA!

Lastly we headed to Pets Mart... to buy a 2nd Omar! I left my Omar bowl at home though so I had to get new one, but the girl was such a bitch when she saw what I was gonna put my feeder fish in. She told me it was going to die within 2 days. I explained to her that I had had a feeder fish I won at a fair that lived for 3 years in the same plastic thing though. She didn't want to hear it, but whatever! We also saw the kitties, there was black cat with yellow eyes who I loved! Anyways the 2nd Omar is names Mario and he's right next to me... still VERY MUCH alive! He looks like a smaller Omar with a black strip on his back.

When we got home we put on some avatar and started dying people's hair. I got mine done first, Jess did it! I got's my Ran Kotubuki red streak! Finally !!!!! ^^ I'm so happy! Then Reese got her tips and front strands dyed red too. Jess touched up her red hair ^^, then ish got her hair done a dark chocalte brown, with the front and beneath bright blond. Lastly cahn got hers dyed a more natural red, like highlights. Jess was kind enough to do everyones, and I thank her. Then we had more ice cream and watched Avatar until we passed out.

Next day we slept kinda late, and we decided we wanted to get Donuts. Problem though, nowhere to get Donuts downtown. According to the internet, Jess and Ish said there was a place called Hot Donut literally two doors down from my apartment building. Uh... no. If there was, I'd be in there everyday! They would know my name and everything! Then we realized there probably WAS... Ish found a Tim Hortan's though so we decided to go look for it. uhh... no such luck though. No longer existed I assume. By this time it was so late we decided to just get lunch instead and got to Subway. We walked there through the cold wid, but the sun was out, it was a nice day otherwise. We ate our food there and then we walked back. Then it was time for my friend's to depart. They got lives and quite frankly I had a lot to do myself. After they left I did my laundry, dishes, balanced my checkbook and did A LOT of homework. I stayed up late, even though I didn't have to. I was suddenly in the 'zone' though and I didn't want to stop. And ya know what? I got a ton done!

I think this weekend was the best thing that could of happened to me. And I hope they all enjoyed it as much as I did. That they were left feeling smoothed over. I really needed that. And of course I miss them already, but I feel better, and more positive. I feel loved ^^ They came all the way down here just to see me! And for the friend's who couldn't come, I understand completely and I know you would have id ya could of. Remind me of that Avatar episode. The Beach. Except we didn't act like the breakfast club. Ha! I'm gonna post some pics and videos soon. Maybe the weekend when I have time.
-much luv- <3 Ms. Ktk